sick and fed up

4 courses of antibiotics and I'm still pissing and vomiting blood and getting pain in my kidney's, chest and nuts
I go back to the hospital on the 21st for yet more tests
The good news is they don't think it's prostrate cancer,( they didn't tell me they were checking for that till after they ruled it out)
I'm finding it difficult to sit at the computer for more than a few minutes so this will have to do for now